No one's got it all

I been wondering what to do next... yeah I'm 22 but it seems that I should be doing something big by now. Maybe its just me whining, but it feels like life is just passing buy and instead of me looking older I'm look younger.. Wtf... I'm more confident and more sure of myself but I feel more lost than before... is it because I'm growing up? Cue "Laughing With" From Regina Spektor. I guess I should be grateful for what I have... but God Can be funny.

On a better note I've been finding myself in this sea of people her in LA! Yes you might live in a big city but sometimes you can feel lonely because everyone is rushing to get to some place... the gym, mall, work, etc. Call me lame or what have you but I like enjoying the small things in life. I have made a great friend from Indiana... My bad habit Alex!! yay Love that girl! such a dude!! I am glad to say that I had the opportunity to watch The Sounds live at the Wiltern best show ever!! Just couldn't believe I was there. The single life is good for now..hehehe but like I said before Why do I look younger now??? ugh now all I have is lame little kids hitting on me... yuck.. Sorry but I'm not about to become someones bitch in jail...lol Oh music what would I be with out you today. Amaral is making my life really happy right now. Eva your voice is amazing making all your melancholy and happy songs shine.... The person I miss so much is my Jeanne!! my music and art buddy! I look up to her(No joke Jeanne) my soul sister!! ooh the things we have in common! Stay positive girl we can surpass this stage of our life and find something great at the end of this that we can call ours. <3>